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Thursday, July 2, 2009- hi.i`m here.cant sleep but at the same time nobody to tok to.or should i say there is nobody i can tok to about my feelings and thoughts.watched transformer already.alone.haven watch movie alone since long ago.it actually feel kinda peaceful watching alone.think will kinda get used to this feeling.
alone.
yea...i miss her alot.wanna noe how is she getting along.but i cant.all i have left is what little pride in me.just wanna keep the little pride in me.sometimes i being thinking i should have being more tolerant.just take it and dun be so demanding.how she treats me can not be impt.as long as she is happy and i`m with her.but its no longer possible.all because i wanna be selfish and chnage things.i hope she is doing fine.and when she find her right one.i will give her my blessing.
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Thursday, June 25, 2009- here i am back again in my own world.so long never update alrdy and lots of things has happened.happy sad all.someone has step into my life and had left alrdy.whats left behind is those foot prints.
broke up 3 months ago.guess the struggle is to nothing.deep down dun really wanna let go but i have to.i have to.hope she will find her right one.someone who can give her everything she wants or needs.hope she find her happiness.i`ll just stay away from the crowd.be alone in my little corner hoping everyone leads a happy life.i`ll be contented.
had lunch with ling on tues.haha..she is so different.enjoy eating with her.the only girl who can really eat with me.comfortably.
that`s all i guess.
i will forget.i will.
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Saturday, September 6, 2008- just got back not long ago from my tioman trip
fun fun fun=D
though the houseflies is like free flow so eating is not such a pleasure
BUT BUT BUT
THE SNORKELLING IS FUN FUN FUN
can see all sort of corals,fishes and sea urchin
den went cannoeing.time passed damn fast
soon it was time to head home
the travelling trip is longggggg freaking lonngggggggg
i do hope to go back again if i can someday=D
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008- today i didn`t went to work.
cause i injure my leg yst while playing soccer.
can`t really move about.whole day was practically lying on my bed msging amy
met up with amy last sat.
the first meeting.
had dinner and movie and morning came.
having this different feeling,a comfortable feeling
very nice though=D
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Thursday, July 3, 2008- recently i`m quite troubled
lots of things.how?
started work badly today.
the new chef SUCKS!
F HIM.
jam the whole kitchen and we,runners, run like hell
lousy inexperience bitch,a roadblock in the middle of the expressway.
running non-stop for the past 4 hours and receive a msg
a msg saying to wish me all the best and a blessing?
thanks eh.i almost breakdown losing all my mood.
smoke 3 cigg today..its been quite awhile since i smoke.
need a break today.
i`m just so tired
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008- i am supposed to be sleeping now like every normal human beings should be doing right now.
but i just woke up after few hours of sleep!oh man.
i`m feeling kinda lost.
what am i suppose to be feeling right now.
i need a light to lead me the way.haiiii.
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008- today went back to work after a day of rest.and yet i`m getting tired already.wahahaha.i`m just so lazy.today learn a few wine names.oh man...it`s so difficult can.arhhhh.headache ah.today most of the time i`m washing this and washing that.i feel like a dish washer man.siannnn.
ate my dinner at 12am.i`m like so freaking hungry la.only left some lieftovers but still....i ate it.damn hungry.BO BIAN.
tommorrow zhang is not working.only left me to work alone.i`m gonna be so bored.hope time pass quickly.time pass slowly when i`m at my station.time pass damn fast when i`m having my break.zzzzzz.
SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH MY CLOCK.
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